Open Notebook

August 26, 2005

here I am

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 11:21 am

what is that sad look in your eyes
why are you crying
did somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
you just need somebody to hold on baby
is it your heart, ooh, that’s breaking all in pieces
making you cry
making you feel blue
is there anything that i can do?

well, that’s from the song “tell me where it hurts”. it’s my song for mr. someone important, hmmmp, i really hate it whenever i admit to myself that i’m really liking him. so sad!

what adds to my insanity is my B grade in Psych! waaa! it’s only 3.00. eniweiz, there’s still the finals! strive hard pare!

well, for more info with ms., feeling beautiful etc.etc. just look at my multiply account coz, i’m going to log out already coz my father might call olready.

next time!this would be longer!pramiz!

August 25, 2005

Mixed Emotions

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 3:33 pm

i olredi know my score in Psych, omg! i wanna cry, B lang ako, so it means, it’s only 3.00 haay! how i wish i’m still gonna improve it kahit A- lang.

Nagalit ako kanina to someone else na hindi naman ako personally kilala! hehe! bad gel kasi ako!

Happy ako the other day!Wala lang, I can’t explain the things that happened.

Eon, i’m gonna post more siguro tomorrow or maybe on saturday, coz I need to finish my article.

August 24, 2005

KuLASA is here again!

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 10:05 am

i’m back, after a few days! so much had happened! I attended a 3 day seminar held in a hotel. The experince was so great! I really had fun! I’m enjoying being with the TS Family. Though the speaker for the Literary Writing didn’t arrive, it was still good for I have given the chance to spend some quality time with the people whom I haven’t gotten along with before. I missed my PC, but it was okay. I would have missed a lot if I did choose to stay at home!
I have known some of my midterm grades.

BIO: 95 A 4.00
PE: A 4.00
COMPUTER: 87 B+ 3.5
COM ARTS: 88.5 B+ 3.5

so sad for the last two coz my aim was to get a lowest grade of A- for my midterm, but on the other hand, it was still okay rather than getting a C, or B, or a B-, I promise! I would be working harder this finals. I really don’t expect to be on the DL, what I’m after was for my plan to be pursued!

It was so confusing:
yeah, I really couldn’t explain why there were people who need to pretend that they were being kawawa. I really hate those people who pity themselves but still say that he/she doesn’t care about anything else! OMG, ‘kung wala kang pakialam, why was there a need for you to pity yourself?” think twice okay?
well, I wouldn’t speak naman, if I don’t think na there was nothing wrong, but, it happened, something went on, so I have to speak up!

Jamu and I agreed to see each other at SM MAnila. We ate lunch together,eon! so happy! hehe!

MR SOMEONE IMPORTANT:
I really hate this feeling, omg! I really don’t want that my feelings go deeper! especially with him!I just hope, I would keep myself sane!

August 17, 2005

SOmEthiNG

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 3:16 pm

there’s really something i want to say, it sounds simple: I just want to say I have no regrets of the past. This is about ‘that’ person who became part of me even just for a short time. I’ve felt something for him before which I can’t explain or even describe how it goes, all I know is when I decided to let him go last June, it’s somewhat became a little harder for me, but then, when my doubts are already justified,it became easy for me to say goodbye to that someone I never had. I think It’s about time for me to have a break and let my sanity back again. After all, his lessons are enough to make me a better person which I should be especially now that I’m already turning into a lady whose goals should always be prioritized.

MR.SOMEONE IMPORTANT
well, I have put something about mr. someone important in my xanga. It’s not that long though you will really think and think who’ll that be, until it came to a point that you’ll stop thinking about mr. someone important because you will never get to figure out who is he. There are really things that should be kept private, and one of which is about him – mr. someone important. asI have said in my xanga, the things about mr. someone important is so private that less than ten people get to know about him. You may wonder if mr. someone important is my crush, I must say that I really don’t know what am I feeling for him, all I know is he’s important that’s why I call him mr. someone important. He’s not my crush, and I’m sure about it, crush is something that is not serious, I mean, the natural ‘kilig’ whenever you see him. All I can say for now is that I value him so much.

ProV.
My friends and I went to Prov (again) this afternoon, after lunch. We’ve been spending our vacant there for 3 straight days already. Actually, we all improved, on all the four songs, my scores are as follows: 99,99,94,99, hahaha! I think the videoke machine and I are already bestfriends. My friends used to get 99 too. Haha!

SomethinG about the Past . Something about mr. someone important, hmmm, all I can say for now, is my sanity is back, my friends don’t need to worry coz I’m okay now.

August 15, 2005

Kulasa wriTes AgAin

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 10:33 am

Wheew! My midterm was done! Oh! Thank God! But I don’t think the Psychology midterm was good! It was so frustrating! But, It was done already! The only thing that was left for me to do was to give all that I can on the finals! So that the possibility of pursuing my plan was so big! I’m really looking forward to be exempted on my Bio Finals coz I’m kinda stupid in analyzation!Hehehe! Omg naman! Who would say no to exemptions? Gosh! Haay, enough for that!
From Friday until Sunday, I’d be in a Hotel! For my seminar!Haha!I’m quite excited for that!
Wheew! I forgot to say that I got an A on my midterm in PE!Haha! I’m proud of that coz I’m not really a good dancer!I was surprised to see my grade talaga!I couldn’t believe it was mine!
Well, I started my third blog: www.foruimreal.multiply.com
multiply was fun! I could post a lot of pix!Haha!
All I think about now was to pass the psych exam!OMG talaga!
I’m planning din to work in a mag now!I really want to be a writer!
Last Friday, nagprov uli kami!Haha! 2 songs with a grade of 99, my friends would say nga “ano bang meron sau?” haha! well, i think it’s a matter of having a loud voice haha!no need to doubt! coz I’m a videoke queen! Haha!Jowkz!
Pao, special mention ka d2!Thanks for sending my pics on my e-add!Coz I really wanted to put on those pics on the net!Haha!Luvz you pao!
Yesterday, I was @ pampanga!We experienced walking in the field with bear foot, and even walking in the mud!Nagtanim kami ng binhi!Goodness!I really don’t know how to do that!Buti na lang, there were no mice!Coz if I saw even one, I would really shout out loud coz I hate them!I’m scared of them!
I was @ SM Manila yesterday, a bought a pair of earrings&a bag @ tomato! Nagkita kami ni Jamu kahapon, so I grabbed the opportunity to shop a little!Haha!

August 6, 2005

One HUL WEEk:miXED EMOTIonS

Filed under: Uncategorized — joanne0418 @ 3:10 pm

Monday:i’m not a good dancer. I can’t really follow the steps easily. So on monday, I really have to focus so much to get an A or an A- on my midterm!My Gosh! Watta.,,Whheewwww!
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Tuesday:I thought we don’t have a bio class but that’s only for the prod staffs, i’m in the publication committee, but i’m planning to transfer to the academics,sana,pwede!So the result was: I was more than 30 minutes late! Thank God, Ms. Dorado didn’t scold me, she only asked me to erase the writings on the board after our lecture!
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Wednesday:I really hate this day! My goodness, wala nga kaming NSTP, nakakainis naman nung uwian! My gosh, it’s really hard to find a ride home!I really have to be patient in waiting. I don’t have a choice but to ride an Fx again!Kasi naman,buses going to Cavite(except for buses going to Cavite City)are always puno, it’s only luck pag nakasakay ka!wheew!that’s life talaga, whether you hate it or love it.
haay, i was kinda frustrated with what happened yesterday, and last thursday!
Thursday: we had our quiz in bio, I was really upset with the second part, coz,I have a lot of mistakes ther! I hate it! Coz i’ve been taking care of my performance in my bio, coz, i’ve been getting good grades with my quizzes and lab activities, but the second part of my last quiz was really frustrating, the first part was okay for me, coz instead of 7/10, i got 8/10 for my honesty!haha!thanks to ms. dorado!it’s really cool to be honest!it’s like that you’re getting freebies!wahaha!enough na nga for the first part! waaa! i hate talaga the second part!i don’t want to think about it na!
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3:30, dismissal! Charmie didn’t go home with me, she had a meeting, so nauna na ko.
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Friday: i hate this day! I hate what happened yesterday!Wala kaming comm arts because of the vj hunt(for the WNCAA), I can’t go home naman as early as 2:30 coz I have a meeting for the Glee Club at 4. But the meeting didn’t start at 4, instead mga before 5 na!I admit, the meeting was good naman, at least, kilala ko na yung iba kong kasama, but the fact that it ended before 6 made me sick. Gosh!Naiiyak na talaga ako(don’t take it literally!)it’s raining so hard and hello, it’s Friday! Traffic! E2 da happenings, I rode the LRT,bumaba ako Central Terminal, I saw na ang haba ng pila on all buses going to Cavite, so i went upstairs to see if there’s an fx going to Imus,e2 da happenings, may cutie nakaupo, nakatabi ko pa for a while, feeling ko taga mapua siya!kaya lang, after a while, umalis na xa,don’t know kung san nagpunta, mejo hapi na sana kaya lang umalis siya!hehe!nabadtrip ako dahil ang tagal talaga nung fx, wwhhaat da Hell!f**** talaga!no choice but to fall in line, dun na ko pumila sa vergara/starliner, nasa labas na’ko ng park n ride! whhat the hell talaga!Hungry na ko, but no choice, I have to bear that hunger or else, pipila na naman ako! Baka, hanggang city hall na!Gutom na ko sa bus!Inaantok pa!It’s so sad, wala pa nagtetxt, feeling ko, no one cares for me!Waaa!Buti na lang, in the middle of the biyahe, nagising ako, nasa Cavite na,grabe, nakatulog na talaga ako!Nagtext si Jaymee and Jamu, buti nga nung una, nagtetxt mama ko, and nagreply si Jona!Eon, nagtext nga cna Charmie and Jamu, okay na feeling ko kahit na stressed out na ko. Eon, past 9, nasa bahay na’ko!Grabe! Nakatulog ako agad!
Saturday: Sked for derma! Haha!I’m really enjoying going to Montage, their skin care products really works,my dermatologist was happy for the outcome of mys skin, 2-3 weeks ko na ginagamit yung products nila, and okay talaga!I love the people pa, they were so accommodating! Grabe!Many thanks to them!

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OMG the week that was!Mixed Emotions right!How I wish, the not so good happenings will not be repeated this week!

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