My Heart, My mind

Something worst happened. My friend met an accident. Thank God she was fine now. Get well soon Tets. LOVE YOU SOUL SISTAH! I’l pray for your fast recovery.

I’m right! I’m definitely thinking right. HE’S NOT A GAY! See, I told yah people! I’m gonna prove to you he’s not what you’re thinking of. Maybe he’s an effeminate type but let’s not forget that being effeminate and homosexual do have differences. Effeminate can be associated to those metrosexuals, but metrosexuals are not gays. Being effeminate does not really mean liking or attracted to the same gender. Homosexuals get attracted to the gender of the same kind. Lastly, sinong gay would dare to like or moreso play toys na panlalaki talaga?!

Things that Hath Happened

I wasn’t able to put this the last time coz my hips was really aching, haaay, of all parts naman hips ko pa!
Eniweiz these were things that happened:
(SEPT. 19 – 23)
MONDAY: Tae- Bo sa P.e. I got an A again on our practical quiz. Finals na sa Oct 1. Aeromarathon! My Psych class ended earlier than the usual. Thank God coz I was so hungry na! I was craving for Mc Donalds pero hindi kami dun nakakain kasi puno na. We ended up eating @ KFC. Parang nakita ko si Rico maierhofer. Not sure.
TUESDAY: Got so nervous on my Bio calss coz I wasn’t prepared to report. Thank God, the bell rang at di na ko nakapagreport. This would be the start of my 5 hr vacant every Tuesdays.
I went at DLSU for an important matter. Basta, alam na yun ng iba kung bakit.
My friends and I went to SM Manilato watch Land of the Dead kaya lang hindi pa siya showing so we agreed to watch Red Eye instead.
WEDNESDAY: Birthday ng Twin Brothers. They turned 6. Jho’s tito treated us out for lunch.
EAT ALL YOU CAN! sA G4′s Saisaki, Dad’s and Kamayan. Sobrang busog! Grabe, feeling ko lumaki lalo hips ko. I liked the tempura!
THURSDAY: Reco at San carlos Seminary (makati)
FRIDAY: i only have one class: COMPUTER
Met up with Jamu. We did our bisyo. Videoke. Haha! I got 3 scores of 100.

Breath Taking GAME: DLSU vs ADMU

WEEE! DLSU won against its rival ADMU. I thought they will not win coz lamang ang ADMU nung 2nd qtr by 3 points. OMG! DLSU will advance for the finals.WEEpI! Breath taking yung game! Actually, I’m keeping my fingers crossed whenever the ball is on DLSU. I’m not a La Sallian though I really love seeing them playing! HAha! Alam mo yun, talagang mag-chi-cheer ako for them. Parang mas may pakialam pa ko sa UAAP kesa sa WNCAA wherein naglalaro ang SSC. eniweiz, i’ve been cheering for DLSU since High school.bakit ba?

I think I saw Rico Maierhofer last Monday. I’m not really sure if he siya nga yun. The guy that I saw really looks like him, so I presume, He is Rico Maierhofer, jersey no.10. Tama ba?! Wehihi!Honestly, I’m really wanting to see Joseph Yeo, he looks good after niyang magpagupit. Haay, ang sarap niyang titigan pag naglalaro, Plus points whenever nakakashoot siya! Haaay! Highest pointer pa! 28 points! GO JOSEPH YEO!
By the way,DLSU will be playing against FEU, hay nako! ang galing pa naman ni Arwind. basta, sana mac champion ulit DLSU!
ANIMO LA SALLE!

Always a FRIEND never the GIRLFRIEND

I remember my activity in Theology entitled “My Personal Credo”. One of the things that I put there was this belief,

I believe that you don’t realize that you’re already falling in love with a person until you find yourself very much willing to do anything just to be with him/her.

I’ve felt this for the fourth time around, but whenever I feel “Love”, I always turned out to be just his friend. I really didn’t know the feeling of loving someone then being loved in return. I’m not a hypocrite to say it was just fine to just love and love. Sometimes, we need to think we should be loved back too. I’m fed-up being hurt. I’m deeply wounded by them. I’m always a friend, that’s what they think of me. Always a friend, always a sister, always someone whom they can laugh with, always a person whom he can rely on when trouble strikes. It hurts though I can never make him feel the same way I’m feeling for him. I realy didn’t know where to find myself again. I was deeply confused. “Mr Someone in the Past” was taking into the picture again. I was uncertain howw did it started. All I know was, I once told my friend that if ever that “Mr. Someone Important” would be another failure and then hurt me again unknowingly, I will do anything to let my feelings for “Mr. Someone in the Past” be back again.
I did lie when i said Mr Someone in the Past would never be mentioned here again. I really didn’t know but he was really someone whom I’m always willing to give my warmest smile with and even the warmest friendship that I could give to anybody else.

One big Problem With NSTP

I have this problem. Our journal (NSTP) was supposed to be submitted today, it should be submited coz our attendance last wednesday would be useless if we would not pass our journal. This is the problem,I wasn’t able to go to school because of teh continuous rain and the heavy traffic. The vehicles were not moving. Imagine before 8, nakasakay na ko ng bus, 9 na nasa tapat pa rin ng subdivision namin yung bus! OMG talaga! My mom called me on my cell and told me not to go to school anymore because I might get stranted and baka hindi lang ako makauwi,I still have a PE tom.That’s why, nasa bahay lang ako. Troubled with my NSTP.

One Stupid Day: A Journey of NowhEre

It was a heck! Jho,Pao and I had this journey going to a place that we were not familiar with. Imagine, we explored Recto. I didn’t tell this to my mom because she would scold me for sure. We were looking for a projector(yung pwedeng i-rent), because we need it on our Bio Presentation this Tuesday. The reservation for the projector in our school was full already that’s why we had to do some ‘remedyo’ with it. Unfortunately, we ended up with nothing. We didn’t see any. Imagine, we rode the lrt until Doroteo Jose station. Then, we walk, we have gone to Avenida, we asked the guard on the NBS Avenida to tell us the way towards Recto. We just walked until we passed by Isetann, until we finally saw FEU. We crossed the street, to look for that projector, wala pa rin. We decided to go to Intramuros, ‘ siyempre, wala naman nun dun, kaya we we rode a taxi we went back to Recto again. Badtrip yung mga guys coz they were really bastos. Nandun yung sitsitan ka, titigan si Pao nang sobra. Sorry to say this but it really seemed it was only now na nakakita sila ng mga girls. Nakakainis kasi ganun. Sobra! Late kami sa Euthenics namin! nag taxi na nga lang kami pabalik ng Scho, ubos pera ko sa wallet, imagine, hindi na kami nakakain ng lunch, as in, I went home na sobrang gutom. Sobrang traffic pa because of that stupid rain.

SM MAniLA – Bringing baCk d Old Days

Last Sunday, Jana treated us out (Lunch). I thought a lot of hann will come,but it’s only jana,lee,jaymee,chai,vinci and I were there. Ano ba naman kasi yung iba, ayaw sumama pag hindi sumasama yung ibang tao! Hello guys, friends tayong lahat db? Oh, I’m not pointing to anybody else, I’m not naming names huh?! tamaan ang tatamaan!

We ate at Shakeys
We had a group pic at Fuji (eon nga ba ang name?hehe, not sure)
Unfortunately, Jamu and Chai had to leave earlier because Jamu had to attend her nstp class (mapua) and chai had to attend her cheering practice at ust, so, it was only the four of us who watched the film ‘the long weekend’, it was really funny, jana and I were naughty na naman. Wehehe!
We talked to Earl before watching the film. We saw RciAns who were mapuans na!
I really had fun being with my friends. Sobra! No time wasted!
After the film, Jana and Roselee had to go home na, nagpasakay pa sa min, si Roselee, nagpapahatid pa sa Vito. Hehe! Si Jana naman, ang tagal bago makasakay ng fx going to Cubao. It was really hot, sobra! Pollution! Nyekz! Vinci and I waited for Jamu, wala kasi siyang kasabay, and para may kasabay na rin ako hanggang Imus.

I really had fun being with you guys! Sobra! Mizzz Yaah!

Songs that MAke My hEaRT Sink ***part 1

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

1a: Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

1b: Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

1c: No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

CHORUS: And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is Especially for you

2: Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you Oh,
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, Oh

CHORUS

You were in my heart
My love never changed

1c: CHORUS: (repeat & fade)

TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
(Tell me now)2x
Tell me why you’re feelin’ this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that’s breakin’ all in pieces
Makin’ you cry And makin’ you feel blue Is there anythin’ that I can do
CHORUS: Why don’t you tell me where it hurts now,
baby And I’ll do my best to make it better
Yes, I’ll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I’ll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on,
baby (Give me a chance) To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There’s so many things that I can do
Chorus
(Instrumental) Is it your heart
Oh, that’s breakin’ all in pieces
Makin’ you cry makin’ you feel blue
Is there anythin’ that I can do
CHORUS:
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I’ll do my best to make it better
Yes, I’ll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I’ll love all of the hurt away

I WILL TAKE YOU FOREVER

I was a man who always played around in love
so quick to take
but so afraid to give enough.
But now
I’ve found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say and time can’t take away.
I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart
and the dreams that young girls dream were just vanishing in the
dark.
But now
I’ve found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say
they say -
That I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you.
Now my touch belongs to you and I will always be your best friend
now my secrets are safe with you and the magic will never end.
Now you are the one
and heaven will only know
what only our eyes can say
they say -
That I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you
anyone else but you.
That I will take you forever
…
That I will take you forever
…
That I will take you forever

I was a man who always played around in love
so quick to take
but so afraid to give enough.
But now
I’ve found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say and time can’t take away.
I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart
and the dreams that young girls dream were just vanishing in the
dark.
But now
I’ve found the one
and heaven will only know
what only my eyes can say
they say -
That I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you.
Now my touch belongs to you and I will always be your best friend
now my secrets are safe with you and the magic will never end.
Now you are the one
and heaven will only know
what only our eyes can say
they say -
That I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else in my heart but you.
And I will take you forever
and there will never be anyone else but you
anyone else but you
anyone else but you.
That I will take you forever
…
That I will take you forever
…
That I will take you forever

Heavy Duty

Haay, super! I hate this week. Imagine, sabay-sabay yung mga dapat gawin. I was so tired. It was my first time to do our project sa YM. Our project in NSTP kasi was only for one week. We were at Pampanga last saturday, sunday, we have different lives naman, monday – we don’t have time to do it, tuesday – again, we don’t have time,wednesday – wala rin, mejo gabi na rin akong nakauwi because of our activity in Com Arts, Thursday – OMG, This was a very tiring and stupid day. We were supposed to do our project @ Jona’s hauz, we did cut letters from mags, as in, super konti lang ng nagawa namin, our euthenics was at 1, so we hurried, from the very moment we step our feet down the bus, sobrang tumatakbo na kami, imagine the 5 of us(me,jho,jona,pao,cy) running from Vito Cruz(yung sa may Jollibee) towards St. Scho, nung nasa st scho, we have to run fast to reach the M Bldg, 3rd floor pa, and then when we got into our room, wala pala si miss. sobrang haayyyyy! naku naman! we’re really tired, feeling hot, sobrang parang we couldn’t even breath, parang di na namin ma feel yung aircon.
Thursday night, Cy and I decided to finish the script for our scrapbook presentation sa YM, grabe, yung mata ko sobrang gusto nang matulog pero hindi pwede coz we’re not yet done.
Friday, grabe, sa school lang namin tinapos yung scrapbook. Sobrang rush, thank God that was done already, hindi ko na siya kailangang isipin ulit. Ayoko nang mag cram, first time ko mag cram, coz I really hate cramming, for me it would just pressure You.
We don’t have Com Arts, thank God. Coz i’m not that feeling well this morning.
But I’m okay now, nakapag rest na’ko for a while.

Midterm Grades!

Some were good, some were not so good but according to my mom was ‘pwede na’. Don’t get me wrong, I just wanted to share how I perform as a college masscom freshie:

BIO: 4.00
(First time in the history!I wish I would be exempted this finals!)
PSYCH: 3.00
(so sad, i wish I have done good on our test! but it turned out to be the irony)]
COMP: 3.50
(not so bad, it was second to the highest so close to 3.7)
COM ARTS: 3.5
(so sad for this, this was a 5-unit subject!I have to exert my real ‘effort’ this finals.)
P.E.: 4.00
(i was laughing until now! I never thought I’d be good in aerobics! haha!)

my other grades were still unknown! sana lang, mas okay sa finals, I don’t expect that much to be in the DL, my only goal was to pursue what my mom has promised long before I enrol @ st Scho