Spell Busy

Yeah, I have to be busy but I can’t haha!
Jamu and I met again this afternoon and she went with me here (in our house), we had a blast! we did our bisyo again! haha.,and jamu’s getting really crazy, I mean, we’re getting crazy over _________! Haha.

Anyway, I have to end here for now coz I have an exam in FILDIAS tomorrow and I still have to review all over again even if I’ve read the articles for a few times last week..and I have two papers to finish, one for FILDUBS, and one for FILDIAS..so okie guys, I have to go

Buenos Tardes!

Honestly,,

Honestly,,

I feel bad,,can’t he watch his words? I don’t know if he means it but what has been said already hit me. I’ve never been this hurt before,,and I just can’t imagine how that one person will ever hurt me this way. I’ve been good, and I tried everything to be good and I just can’t understand why he has to be that kind of a,,I don’t know,,I’m hurt, I’m in pain, I cried yesterday, now,,is he happy for the outcome of his words?

Okay, so let’s say, he didn’t tell me to like him, and this is my own, but I didn’t mean to feel this way also., and if I can only turn back the hands, I’m not gonna fall for him,. and I’d rather stay happy without having someone to like to.
Another, he didn’t ask me to stay right beside him, and again, my own, I decided to stay right by his side, but I never expected he’ll reciprocate to my every action of showing how much I care, but I will never deny that I once hope that one day, he’ll gonna realize things and he can move on. I don’t know if he did absorb my words, and i guess, I DON’T WANNA CARE if he can’t move on. I’ve said what I think he deserves to know, and although I promised to that person that I’m not gonna leave him even if he doesn’t need me, I have to know where I put myself, and I think, I don’t have a room anymore to stay, sorry,,but I guess, my promise has to be broken,. but, one thing I have to say: if time and fate will permit that we’re going to be friends again, I’m very much willing to be, but for now, I don’t think I’ll still be a good friend to him, I just need time to heal, and I need to move on first.

Okay, so, I have said what I have to say.,

Hey you,
if you read this., I’m sorry if I caused you confusion. I’m sorry for the words I used here but this is my blog, and I have all the rights to say whatever I want to,,sorry, I can’t WATCH my words here.

What do I need know?..and things to do

What do I need to Know?
1. If he’s worth my time.
2. If he’s worth my attention.
3. If he’s worth my care.
4. If he’s worthy of my tears.
5. If he’s worth all the pain.
6. How can I forget him?

7.. If I’m going to cut my hair short.
8. How to save money.
9. When will I finish all the papers?
10. How can I get to LS from Andrew without being late?

Things to do..
1. PHILPER homework
2. ENGLTRI Speech
3. Story for TWS
4. Study LITERA2
5. Study for FILDIAS
6.Greet Sir Winton on Sunday, Haha, Wee! Happy Birthday Sir Winton!
7. Print: ENGLTRI outline, PHILPER hw, LITERA2 poetry stuff, guide questions for FILDIAS
8. FILDIAS paper
9. Story Concept for FILMCRI
10. Research about Tango

Joanne, Excited ka?

I’m so maaga here in school, kaya here I am, blogging again. M waiting for AJ,,hehe,.,Kasi I want to make sabay to my kid brothers papalabas ng subdivision so napaaga tuloy ako,,dapat mga 730 pa talaga ako aalis kaso hassle talaga sa Cavite.

Ayan,,kakatext lang ni Jana. Wee! She can come with us tomorrow. So, we’ll be three na tomorrow. 3 Single girls in one day. Ahmm, I forget something..Three Goddesses in one day! HAha. Tin, Me, and Jana. KAso, I don’t have a place pa in mind, pero the time I think is 1:00 pm, kasi until 12:40 pa ko in school tomorrow. And I can’t cut naman my PHILPER class coz I wanna have a plus .5. Hehe. and also, favorite subject ko yun, and pati yung prof gusto ko..hehe,,sobrang enjoy ang claz..hehe,,

Ngayon, I’m having soo sooo sooo much fun. IDK why I’m happy..I guess..I’m just realizng how beautiful this world is kapag you’re with people you like most..and siyempre..I hope this happiness won’t end. *sigh*

So What to do Now?

Im not yet done with my engltri homework – persuasive speech outline..because i’m not really decided with my topic,,arrgghh..it’s so badtrip! And I still have to do another story for T.W.S. (Tamaraw Writing Workshop). Although joining T.W.S. is just optional, I just can’t turn down the opportunity and the experience, I don’t care if I will not be one of the 15 finalists or final participants of the workshop, what I’m after is or are the lesson or lessons that I’ll be getting. I’ve been waiting for workshops to come and this T.W.S is I think, one good chance. Also, one of the profs in Filipi department told me about the creative writing workshop that will be hosted by UST this coming April, he gave me the contact number and I’m not yet decided if I’ll call UST or not, maybe..yes,,if I didn’t hear any other workshops..maybe no..if I will be busy on other things like I wanna take up voice lessons talaga this summer or personality development sessions,,hehe..or driving lessons perhaps,,haha,,dami kong gustong gawin,,haay,,sana lang magawa ko any of those.

Anyway, I think I have to stop here for now coz I still have to finish my persuasive speech outline.

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Wala na bang matinong lalaki? – jenn

= ewan nga ba kung meron pa. wala na nga ata. dahila ng mga matitinong guys ay taken na. sana nga may tinira for us..pero wala e..sobrang wala na atang matitinong guys para sa mga matitinong babaeng tulad natin.

May Mr. Real Pa ba?

= kanina ko lang naisip to,,hindi ko alam kung meron pang mga matitinong guys. minsan talaga mahirap paniwalaan na may nakalaang nilalang sa bawat isa. drama e noh? pero sa totoo lang,,mahirap talagang maging single paminsan..sabi nga sa quote: it’s hard to be in this world where everybody expects you to be with someone else. kahit na sabihing being single is just making intelligent choices..still..minsan you’ll wish na i hope i’m with someone else.

well anyway..ngayon na i’m hurting..nagtatry pa rin ako to feel better..and be happy..nagtatry na magfocus sa ibang bagay like school and mga posibleng workshop na i’ve been waiting since last year.

Wednes"DAY"

I had so much fun kahapon although I went home worried coz may quiz sa LITERA2, pero, I had fun talaga. I wasn’t wrong when I said kay Carmi nung Tuesday na excited na ko mag kinabukasan..Haha. Matagal tagal din akong hindi gumala coz I rarely had time for myself lately coz of school..working hard para mag DL e, so kahit puyat, at pagod, di dapat magreklamo kung para sa future! Naks!

Anyway, ayun..we interviewed a dubbing director from ABS, si Kuya Danny or Tatay Danny to his dubbers. He was friendly and okay talaga siya,,la ako masabing tamang word e, hehe..pero bago yang interview na yan,,kwento ko muna nangyari sa school

We had our first long quiz in PHILPER..it was an essay exam and all in all,,it wasn’t that hard coz some of the questions could be answer practically. Before the start of the quiz, niloloko pa ko ni Sir Unson, he said: Ms. Camet, tama ng aral, lagi ka namang nakakaperfect sa quiz, pagbigyan mo naman yung iba.”Sir talaga! Haha..isang quiz lang naman yung naperfect ko sa INTPHIL..haha..baka isipin pa ng classmates ko ngayon ang talino ko,,haha,,! Anyway, tama ng kayabangan. So eon nga, nung nagtetake ako ng quiz, hindi ako makahinga, hindi dahil nosebleed ang tanong ni Sir, kundi dahil sa sipon ko,,*uc*, badtrip talaga pag may sipon, e nakakahiya namang suminga ako habang tahimik ang paligid..so anyway, basta ang ending, natapos ko ang quiz..hehe

So eon nga, before kami magpunta sa LRT, we ate muna at Santy’s, at for the first time in history, nakakain ako ng 10 mins lang dahil kailangan kong magmadali.hehe. After namin kumain, we went straight na sa LRT, inaalala pa namin yung mga stories ng aming prof sa FILDIAS na si Sir Winton dahil nakakatawa yung mga kwento niya, haha,,sabi namin, baka magaya kami sa mga kwento ni Sir Win na hindi marunong magpasok ng ticket, haha..anyway. nung sasakay na kami, ang sikip talaga,haha, at kay Carmi na talaga ako kumapit, hindi niya pala narerealize na nakakapit ako sa kanya,,haha,,kasi naman hindi ako makapagbalance talaga kaya kailangan kong mandamay ng iba,,haha,,nung magchange ako ng pwesto, kay Ryann na ko pinakapit nina Carmi,,haha..at buti naman,,hindi kami nagkatumba tumba sa LRT dahil nakakahiya,,dun pa naman kami sa mga guys nakasakay dahil may kasama namin si Ryann. Si Ericka naman, may nakitang nagsshoot sa SHAW,,ahha,..

So to make this fast,,ininterview nga namin si Kuya slash Tatay Danny. Pinapanood nia muna kami ng mga nagdadub then, after ng interview namin with him, he allowed us to go inside the dubbing room,,and kami naman, siyempre, picture picture to the max,,haha,,papayag ba kaming walang pictures,,hehe

After naming lumabas sa building,,kumain muna sina Zane, Ryann and Ericka ng Isaw,,hehe, di kami kumakain ng isaw ni master carmi e, so sila na lang,,and siyempre, may picture pa rin kami habang nasa labas at naghihintay ng isaw nina ericka,,hehe..I’ll upload the pictures soon,,ehhe..

Sympre, naisip pa rin nina ericka na kumain after nila mag-isaw,at hindi namin talaga alam kung san kami kakain,,pinasok na namin ang MC DO, Ice Monster at iniwan pa namin si Ryann ahha.. And the ending, kain kami sa Shakey’s bitin nga lang yung ice cream,,haha,,oo,,bitin pa ang lagay na yun..hehe..and the people were looking at us,,,hahaha as if we care, we’re enjoying..hehe..

After namin kumain, naghiwa-hiwalay na rin kami sa may GMA- Kamuning, kasi sina Zane and Carmi bus na lang ang sasakyan and kami namang tatlo nina Ericka, MRT. Hehe. At may nakita pang gwapo si Ericka,,haha,,side view lang yung nakita ko pero gwapo talaga,,haha,,magaling at malinaw ang mata ni ericka,,hehe,,pero hindi naman umupo yung guy,,haha,,pero okay lang, I don’t care..hehe

Sa Edsa Taft..
hindi ko makita yung mga van going to Imus,,so ang ending,,pumunta ako sa terminal ng Crow.

Wheew! Watta Day. I had sooooo soooo soooo soooo much fun! I owe the adventure to you guys! (Carmi,Ericka, Ryann and Zane),,sa uulitin..sayang wala si Shar.

Isang Bagay na Naisip Ko, Valentines, To Us- Singles

May isang bagay akong naisip,,nakakapagod din pa lang maghintay,,lalo kung ang hinihintay mo ay wala naman talagang kasiguraduhan. Kaya nga ngayon,,haaay,,,ito siguro ang dagot sa mga prayers ko,,humiling ako kay God na tulungan ako sa kanya..and guess what I’m doing now? I’m trying to give up,,ermm,, I think, I said a wrong thing,,I’m learning to live a life without him..nyakz, parang naging kami ah..eto na lang,,nag text brigade ako kanina sa mga taong may alam ng mga nangyayari at ang nakalagay:

Ito na cguro ang hinihiling q help kay God,

kc sb ko, 2lungan nia q..mybe God wants me to go on,

kc bka he’s not d ryt one.

Sad, hurting&quite painful, but I guess, I rili nid to know how to

go on living without him, f he makes a move,

dun n lng aq bblik, but f he

doesn’t, m gona heal my heart

and decide wen m

redi to b his frend.

Well I guess, nasa-sum up ng text ko ang mga gusto kong sabihin sa mga panahong to,,I have to say na AJ has a point in saying na time heal all wounds,,for now, I’m going to be happy and cherish all the good things and pati na rin yung mga taong nagpapasaya sa kin ngayon.

And oohh, Valentine’s will be next week.

I don’t think there’s gonna be something special na mangyayari,,I don’t even expect. I just hope I will not get envious with the girls who will be receiving sweet stuff next week,,Haha,,joke..Well, I just hope the plan Tin and I had will pursue,,and of course, the plan will be better if Hannibal Peepz will be joining us.. hehe..

To us, Singles..

Let’s try to be happy even if we’re not with someone else.

Each things has its own place and time, and I guess, now’s not the right time to be with someone else.

Pakasaya muna tayo habang wala pa si Mr. Real, take note, I didn’t use Mr. Right..kasi mas maganda ata kung Mr. Real, as in yung mga lalaking tototohanin tayo. Okie?! =)

For Him

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone’s gonna take your place
One day, I’ll forget about you
You’ll see, I won’t even miss you
Someday, I know someone’s gonna be there

…I know, you don’t really see my worth
….One day these tears, they will all run dry

What is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now, tell me why you’re feeling this way
I hate to see you so down oh baby
IS it your heart,,ohh,,breaking all in pieces
Making you cry, making you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do?

Why don’t you tell me where it hurts now baby?
And I’ll do my best to make it better

Heto ka na naman, kumakatok sa king pintuan
Muling naghahanap ng makakausap
At heto naman ako, nakikinig sa mga kwento mong paulit ulit lang
Nagtitiis kahit nasasaktan

I tried to tell you, so many times
This feelings of mine
And it’s not so easy
Letting you know
How I love you so
Complete me,,you complete me

Emosyonal na kung Emosyonal

Ngayon, alam ko na

KAILANGAN MO KO DAHIL ALAM MONG HINDI KITA KAYANG TANGGIHAN HINDI SA KAILANGAN MO KO DAHIL ALAM MONG KAILANGAN NATIN ANG ISA’T ISA

nakakasakit talaga,,pero wala naman akong magawa..e sino ba naman kasi ako sa kanya dba? Alam kong katangahan talaga itong ginagawa ko,,kasi tama bang magpakamartir sa isang taong martir sa iba? Kung tanga siya, mas lalo naman ako dba? Ewan ko nga e, napakaunfair ng mundong ‘to..hindi ko alam kung paano ba maging masaya or maging kumpleto..parang palaging may kulang..nakakasawa na,,minsan naiisip ko,,sana naging bato na lang ako,,nakaksuya e,,magkakagusto ka, tas ang ending loser ka,,haaay,,,badtrip na buhay,,minsan nga,,iniisip ko bakit sa pag-aaral kulang oras ko,,pero sa pag-iyak may panahon ako?

Kada taong gustuhin ko, ganito na lang ba parati? Wala ba kong karapatang maging masaya?

Wala ba kong karapatang sabihin ang I LOVE YOU at marinig ito mula sa isang taong espesyal din sa kin.

Haaay buhay,,bat ka ganyan? sawang sawa na kong maging malungkot,,