Open Notebook

Come What May (AIR SUPPLY)

joanne0418 — Thu, 03 May 2007 09:11:20 +0000

Good Morning World

joanne0418 — Wed, 02 May 2007 18:27:34 +0000

My first ever wordpress account.:)

It’s already 2:30 in the morning and I’m still wide awake. I should get to sleep now because mom’s going to wake me up by 9:00 am so I better go for now and edit this blog later.

Morning World

Super Boring

joanne0418 — Tue, 01 May 2007 10:40:00 +0000

This day’s sooo sooo boring, I agree with Ericka. I should have not dropped STAT101, may nagagawa pa sana ako,and if only nalaman ko agad na open pa yung relstri na 1030-1230. Haayyy.

Fergi,,Fergili,,Fergilicious

joanne0418 — Tue, 01 May 2007 10:37:00 +0000

Ang Pag-amin bow

joanne0418 — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 12:19:00 +0000

Haha, yip, sinabi ko kay Del na may crush ako, haha, haay, haha, ewan ko ba, naloloka na ko. Soo, iniisip siguro ng mga friends ko kung sino ang sinabi ko. Haha. Siyempre, hindi ko sasabihin kung sino, mahirap na, baka matapos ang mga maliligayang araw, hehe. Ayoko namang forever kong pagsisihan. Haha

so eto kagabi magkatext kami ni Del. Haha.

Me: classmate natin yung crush ko

Del: anong name

Me: *****

Del: anong surname?

Me: (sinabi ko ang surname)

Del: di ba (sinabi niya ang alam niya)

Me: oo

Del: gwapo yon

**haha, yan si Del, kaya nga friend ko yan e, haha, haha.
Hindi naman sa ikinahihiya ko si crush, kasi may mga bagay lang na hindi na dapat na makarating sa kinauukulan. Haha. Ayoko kasing makarating sa kanya na crush ko siya, haha, kasi i don’t wanna lose him. wow, parang gloria estefan:

I don’t wanna lose you now!

I didn’t Go and etc

joanne0418 — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:44:00 +0000

Home alone again. I don’t want to come with them and go swimming. I don’t like going to beaches in Cavite. Beaches in Tanza aren’t really cool. I mean, if I to go on swimming, I want to go to Batangas or Caylabne perhaps. But I doubt they’ll go to Caylabne. The place is far and they went out late, like 2:30 or a few minutes before 3. I’d rather go to sleep, getting close with my bed than swim and get tan without enjoying. Besides, I have to go to school early tomorrow for the Pambansang Seminar. I’m supposed to be in Antipolo right now, but they didn’t allow me.

So what else you need to know? I’m not in a good mood. Mom and I are having an argument this morning because of that FILATMA. It should be on an 8:10-9:10 schedule but I don’t know what bad luck went up that it became a 4:40-5:50 schedule! poor me, I have to go home late and wake up early the next day, my TH classes start at 8:00, and the traffic is so damn bad. I don’t have half days anymore and that’s a big big hassle, and my subjects aren’t good also, so what they have to expect? don’t expect me to sleep before going to school, so don’t ever scold me for that and tell me I should not take a bath. Grrr. I’m bad trip. A lot. I’m hating my schedule. But I’m not hopeless, my blockmates and I will talk to Ms. Jacob respectfully and make a plea to change our sched.

Not All Stories Are the Same

joanne0418 — Sun, 22 Apr 2007 12:22:00 +0000

It’s only now that I realized this: I don’t get tired even if I get hurt, and even if the hurt seems so going on and on again. Aj’s right, it’s like you try and try until you succeed, so in love, it’s like you try and try, you take the risks until you found happiness and contentment.
I just read that stuff (my title) in one of the papers I think or letters I received from my friends, not all stories are the same, you may have been hurting now, tomorrow, next week, next month, you may feel like breaking up or giving up, but, next year’s not the same, you may fall in love again, and you’ll be happy. SO like what they used to say in Filipino, and like the song of Noel Cabangon:
pana-panahon ang pagkakataon..
lumilipas ang panahon, kabiyak ng ating gunita,.
In my case, I think I have to be proud of myself, even if I fall so fast, and even if I dislike that attitude, (pet peeve, hehe); I’m learning a lot though the pain’s getting on, and there, and on, and there, =p. Haha.
Okay, so I’m serious, now, I don’t really have to look for Mr. Real, Kate’s right, he’ll be there at the most unexpected time. And I think, I have to bear that in mind, I used to search, but now, I think, I don’t have to do that again, let love find me.
And while love seems not arriving, I have to focus on my studies, especially, at this point. It’s not because I’m getting low grades, that isn’t the reason for now, It’s just that, if I want something to continue, then do something for it right? Hundreds of reason to continue what I’ve started. ANd I also have thousands of reasons to forget about maybe him. This time, I have to do it,.for real.

Course Card Distri: Term 3, SY 06-07

joanne0418 — Fri, 20 Apr 2007 02:23:00 +0000

I had a nice day! Wheew! Although traffic met me up again while I was on my way to school, I felt great for everything! Who wouldnt? Friends waiting for you, a friend who remembered your birthday, friends who told you they love you and friends who told you, “you looked sexy!” haha, and so on. Aside from friends, the main reason why I felt great was the good grades I received from my professors. I really felt that my hardworks were already paid. After all the stresses, (eye_B, backpain, etc,) I had nothing to say but thank you to God and to everyone for such a nice school year. Wheew.! Whatta school year that was. The school year was sooo fast. I didn’t feel it was ending now. I hope there would be more blessings to come this next school year, hopefully, a few more terms then, hello reality! (oh fate, please permit!)
Okay so, the happenings:

1. I arrived beyond 10 am and so I rushed to Brother Andrew Building’s 10th floor to get my ENGLTRI course card, only to found out that our prof left already, so I texted Bryan, and he said he saw my course card, according to him, I got 3.5 and so I asked him why Ms.Almaden’s not at 1001, he said he got his course card at 1001, and so I remembered that professors leave unclaimed course cards at their pigeon hole so I just asked him about the English Department’s floor at the same building he said he didn’t know and felt sorry for not getting it for me. I told him it was just fine, and oh, btw, he greeted me. haha. (Thank You Bry!!!).

2. Went to Miguel321 to claim my LITERA2 coursecard. And, woot! I got a 4.0 I didn’t expect it since I only got a 3.0 in my midterm. And so I thought that my honesty helped me attain a 4.0 because when Sir Solapco showed us our m.t grades, I got a 3.5 but I should only get a 3.0 and so I told him that 3.5 was too high, he even told me if it was just okay for me that my grades would decreased, and I said, yes, even if I really don’t, haha. and I guess, the 4.0 I got from him was really the payment for my honesty, and I do hope Sir Solapco wouldn’t forget my honesty.

3. Met up with Ericka to go back to Andrew Building for my ENGLTRI course card. Thank goodness I bumped with Cris and Niki, they knew where the English Dept was located. Thanks guys! Bryan’s right, I got a 3.5! good! =)

4. Ericka and I went to Miguel Walk to see Zane. Zane got a 4.0 in her LITERA2 and like me, she wasn’t expecting that. Wee! Zane! we made it!Cheers! Haha

5. The three of us went to COSCA because Zane and Ericka had an important matter to ask, and I also need to ask for my NSTP-C2 course card.

6.We ate at KFC! My treat!

7.Went to FILDEPT to watch our FILDIAS AVP. Did some camwhoring there,hehe

8. Ericka and I went to Animo Canteen to buy a box of pizza. (for their defense, hehe)

9.Ericka and Dawn were left at FILDEPT while Zane and I had to proceed to Y405 for our FILMCRI, but before we went there, we already knew our grades and although, the grades were lower than what we’re expecting, we still accepted it. That’s a lot better than having a 0.0!

10. Went at Y405, Miss Jovy was there already. I got 3.0

11.Had some chit chats with co-majors and also some picture takings. haha.

PHM PEEPZ

*MORE PICTURES ON MY MULTIPLY you can check them out

12. Sir Ynion was sooo sooo kind. He was very considerate. I got a 4.0! Wee

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14. Ericka and I were not able to ride the LRT up to EDSA station because there was again, a problem. We rode a jeep instead. While we’re on our way, Benjie texted me, he said he saw my name in one of the boards (of COSCA’s), he said I got a 0.0 in our C2 and added that his name wasn’t on the list. We’re pissed but can’t do anything. I was really upset and shocked because how come a person who rendered a more or less 30 hours of community service would get a 0.0, so I said we should check our La Salle account to make sure of our grades. But even if I said that to him a few times, I still got nervous because I wouldn’t know where would I be if I’d fail that C2, and my GPA would be so worthless if that would happen. So while on my way back home, I was really thinking about that.

15.Went home. Went straight to my room and went online. I got a 4.0 in our C2! Wheew! and Benjie also gave me the authority to open his account, he also got a 4.0!

Wheew! That was great! I made it again to the dean’s list! Thank You Lord, you’ve been kind to me all throughout the school year!

MY THIRD TERM GRADES:
FILDIAS 4.0
PHILPER 4.0
FWDANCE 4.0
LITERA2 4.0
FILDUBS 3.5
ENGLTRI 3.5
FILMCRI 3.0
*NSTP-C2 4.0
expected TGPA: 3.7

to everyone: keep believing, keep working hard
don’t ever forget to pray and thank the Lord for whatever
work you opt to do

“i believe i can fly, i believe i can touch the sky”

BIRTHDAY

joanne0418 — Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:14:00 +0000

Today’s my birthday and twin babu’s too. Hmmm.
I’m planning to put all the names of the people who extended their warmest greetings,
i soo soo love you guys, but i think i gotta put your names next time

kasi baka may humabol. hihi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN BABU!
LET’S MAKE THE MOST OUT OF OUR LAST TEENAGE YEARS, HEHE

All I Need

joanne0418 — Wed, 18 Apr 2007 05:15:00 +0000

“All I Need is One Guy Who can Turn my Darkest Nights into DAYS”
-my stat message last night, this doesn’t go out with anyone.

Jana and I seem to have the same sentiment – we’re hoping that one day, our respective “Mr. Real “will go out from his castle, and will save us from the damsels-in-distress. we don’t need Mr. Right, what we need is Mr. Real. Mr. Right is deceiving us all the time, so why still want him?
I don’t know if it’s too much to hope for someone who will turn my darkest nights into days.
Well, I just can’t understand why I have to go through this, no guy’s loving you neither wanting you. I don’t have hard feelings, I said, I just can’t understand why everytime I fall for someone, MR. Good suddenly becomes, MR. Heartbreaker. Ohhh, goooshh! why I’m soo sooo sooo,,,,,arghhh!
I agree with Ja. Yeah, when you’re single, you don’t have any problems, you don’t have to carry an extra baggage. You only need to look after things that concern you most and the people you love most, but when you’re in a relationship, you will meet problems that will test your trust to each other, sometimes, your relationship will be shaking, and all, but when you’re single, whatever you want to say, there’s always something your looking for, it’s like,.yeah INCOMPLETE. That’s just my opinion.
Ohh well, this is not the life I want since my younger days. If I can just go back from childhood, I’ll be continuously praying for something like, “sana hindi na lang ako mainlove ng maaga. or sana hindi na lang ako mainlove kung masasaktan lang ako”, yes, you can tell me sooo sooo many times that part of being in love is being hurt, okay, i’m in your shoes, but with mine? how can you tell me that? EVERYTIME I FALL FOR SOMEONE SEEMS TO BE A ROCKY ROAD WITH TEARS AND PAIN.
There’s always a cycle:
liking-loving-hurting, and the rest is history. Crying, crying, sadness, etc. etc. when will i ever learn my lesson?
I want to be tired. I want to surrender. When will I ever learn? Tomorrow?Next week?NExt month? Wheeew! When?
This post is not all about hatred, this is an entry full of questions.